my intelligence slowly deteriorating. Working drive through at a fast food place has me multitasking all the time. I get confused because I am having three conversations at once while trying to keep a good "time" and make everyone happy at once. It doesn't help that I'm tired all the time now too. I feel really really REALLY stupid around my friends now. I'm forgetful and get everything mixed up when I'm not working now. It doesn't really help that one of my friends is a freaking genius. I feel like a moron. Maybe I just need a day off to relax because I've been working everyday almost all day. I don't know. I just never remember having this much trouble remembering things. I know I'm not stupid and some of my friends may tell me that it's all in my head but that's how I feel. Even though I'm not going back to school it shouldn't mean that my intelligence goes down THAT fucking much...it's just get mixed up a lot. It doesn't help that I've always had a hard time remembering things...
maybe I am stupid.
Sounds really rough. I hope things get easier on you soon. Hugs? <3
ReplyDeleteGetting mixed up and forgetting things doesn't mean you're stupid. That's just what stress does to you (and lack of sleep). Today's my first day off in a week and for the past few days I've been feeling really rushed and hectic and crazy but today I slept in and I just feel so much better. It's like giving yourself a chance to reset. In my opinion, if you have a manager that's willing to consider your thoughts on scheduling, you should probably tell your manager that you think you need a day off or at least a non-morning shift once week for the sake of your health. It really does make a huge difference, at least for me.
But yeah, working drive through is a biiiitch. D;
--Kura
Today is my day off and I have been relaxed for most of the day. Playing Sims and I did actually go up there for a little bit to see Keizer (you should know who he is hehe) but aside from non work related stress I have been very chill today. I caught up on sleep and I've haven't done too much today. I do feel better <3
ReplyDeleteThank you love <3
Awesome. >w< Really glad you're feeling better. And Sims FTW, I haven't played in ages.
ReplyDeleteLawl, of course I know who Keizer is (only K names allowed here apparently? Kazutchie, Keizer, Kura, Katzy...).
Awesome XD
ReplyDeleteno no no! >:O You are not stupid, I think you're subconsciously just looking to rest your busy brain; it's looking for a break from all the multi-tasking, xD
ReplyDelete:3 glad you had a good day off though<33
Thanks ^_^ Now I'll be confused again because I'm going to work mad early to clean X_X Thank God Keizer is driving me and I'm hoping I get out at 5 instead of 6:15
ReplyDelete:D Good luck!
ReplyDeleteGot out early without a problem ^_^
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